what's the point of this?

i was thinking and i don't really understand the EXACT purpose of my family's attempt to not support me of MY goals.. no one clearly gives a fuck about me to make my family appear "caring" and "supportive" or wtf bullshit they're aiming for (i'm thinking they're gonna try to get as much money out of my trust as possible.. my grandma probably enticed amanda into agreeing to "advocate" for me because when something happens to me- SHE'LL GET ALL MY MONEY! *rolls eyes* what she failed to predict was that i paid for a will saying everything goes to jay when i die). people assume i'm stupider and more incompetent than i REALLY am. i'll let them think whatever the hell they want because i'm not the idiot depending on getting money from me when something happens to me. i don't have any fatal illnesses or terminal diseases that would kill me yet. BUT PUT ALL THE BETS YOU WANT ON MY LIFE! IF anyone REALLY cared about my well-being- they'd be doing everything they could to see that i was successful at independently and responsibly living life the way I want because this is MY life. i just hope housing comes along faster now that i added another possibility which has shown it will give me more opportunities and hopefully sooner. my mom obviously doesn't give a damn about me- to put your own daughter in front of you when being kicked by the other parent.. what a way to show "care". seriously- go fuck yourself. you're not concerned with my well-being and i hate to break it to you- the only thing you'll see if something bad happens to me because of you is bad consequences.. something will get you. so my suggestion is to just let me live my damn life the way I want because i've managed to get myself this far in life and i'm not stopping here. it's funny that people assume i'm more stupid and unable than i really am. it annoyed me at first but now that i've lost nearly everything- WHAT'S ONE MORE THING?! RIGHT.